buat kamu

im outta of you. bye. sampe ketemu pas gue sekolah S2 di Berlin. kira kira umur gue... yaaa, 24 tahun. bye. REAL BYE.

Most fav song & movie.

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.

Free

hey im free for all exams thingy wiwiwi grrrreat, uh?
by the way im not gonna bacot here i just wanna tell you guys that my newwww love.
after city lights, rain, and this.....









GHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. cool tengab wey. eh ya gue punya wish list baru nih!
1. lomo diana F+ (okay gue baru 'ngeh banget' HOHOHOHO)
2. nooka yokohama (HAHAHAHA INI MAUNYA UDAH DARI 100 TAHUN YG LALOE)
3. KAMERA SLR. dad, i deserve one.
4. driving skill (where can i buy it?)

maybe it's best for us?

hi guys hows yer day? im writing this while study geography, oh i should studyy earlier but it kinda so lazyy to do that. and you know? i should happy right now cause something has just happened but you know, when you awake in the middle of night, doing something, and theres none can accompany you... what should you feel? happy? oh thanks for not answering.
hmm... i dont know why i write here anymore, usually im using phone and talk with friends on messenger and tell what i feel but unfortunately my internet connection has just stopped, i dont have any...(what in english)..pulsa.
im feeling sooo aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. okay not that alone actually i know i still have many friends to talk to, to share, to give, to blablabla. thats not kinda point. you know actually im working on this microsoft word but this site has just reminds me of...... being creative. whatever. im talking soooooo ngawur bodo ah.
guyssssssss you know im so kinda exciting for tomorrow. no i wont attend that soulnation thingy or something but i'll go to senayan hall a hahahahahaha okay for you guys who understands this please just laugh out loud to me, i wont mind.
i just dropped by to aksara and checked the yokohama out and you know how much is it? it's 1,750 million!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guysss im so excited and im kinda have to tell dad about this. but i want lomo okay this is so last year lol but i dont have any of 'em and i dont know and i have to wait till saturday to tell dad about this. cause he's swiss aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i kinda miss him. dont you miss me more, dad?
talking about dad, these days i kinda dont have dad's figure. cause he's swiss and he comes home once a week. most of you think, its not important, its not that a big deal, but for me, its so big deal. i miss my dad. for you guys who thinks its not important, it means your dad isnt as best as mine.
poor you. dad is the most person who influences me much, and mom and mahendra. and yeah, cause my lesson-on-saturday-till-night make me & my fam just have lotta fun and quality time aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i cant imagine im almost 17!!! means im gotta be adult and wont live with 'em at all.














anyway, i dont want pipit. really. he's not my...(what you called?)...type? if you want him, just take him over me. i dont mind. i wont mind. im just playing around. really. im not into him at all. i dont like you who alwayssssssssssssss sok deket sm him, otherwise i know your history and blahblahblah okay just dont talk about this. trash.






GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS i've to continue my geography thingy it's 23:45 and i planned i will go bed at 00.30. mudahmudahan selesay. LOVEYA GUYS! (nb: for my previous promise, ahhh just forget it. i cant really remember what did i tell ya?)

Night words

Hey peeps. How r ya doin? Gue baru buka blog lagi nih, and....................................... im hopeless. im pointless. im idealess. tau deh. gue give up dulu sama dunia per-blog-an. tar aja ya kalo punya waktu......gue sibuk. kriksi

gue tuh pengenn aja gitu ya kalo orang baca blog gue terus ketawa kaya baca blognya titi, terus feel amazed kaya blognya rina, terus feel cool kaya blognya sourcherry terus feel this is the one kaya blog nya sweetmangoes. ga deng bohongs................s..s.s.s.ss....s.s.s....s...............

sumpah tau ga mandeq? bukan manda boneq bukaaaan, mandeq itu definisi kata dari mandek. males ndek, kriq ga deng gue ngasal........................l.l.l.l.lllllll.llll......lovek. cihe. eh gue lagi suka nih sama twit.

twittah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hoahoahao how cool am i.

gue lagi ansos nih sm laptop. lagi asik punya hp.
males gue browsing2
males buka apa2 gitu males aja
kalo dulu kan yaaa gue suka aja gitu kan buka polypoly terus buka blog orang baca2in sekarang males banget demi allah! eh betewe lagunya geyisya yang jika cintha diya gue gak suka banget deh tae lagunya apaan banget mitna di potong senar gitarnya. (kaya ada)

gue ngantuk nih udah jam 22:46 sedangkan besok sekolah....males banget kan.
apa ya kalo kata orin life sucks cieh kalo gue sih love sucks
life sucks
love sucks
everything sucks yo!

ga deh
gue lagi pengen jalan222222222222222222222222222222222222 kemana gitu kan ke bulan apa ke bintang...
terus gue mintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kueee, duh pengen makan






PARAH INI POSTINGAN TER GA JELAS. gue publish sampe gue buka lagi ah abis itu di delete. hahahahahahah lagian gajelas weyyyyy. jadi, selamat membaca postingan ga jelas ini karena bakal dedelete :ppppppppp <3kuku hihaiahiahaihaihaihahahahaha. duh tau deh gue mau bikin priv letter aja ah buat sum1 cie sum1 sum41 kaleeeeeeeeee

eh, yang lagi di pejaten,
ups
hahahaha frontal nihhh bodo amad..
kangen deh hehehe
apakabar sihh
lagi bobo yaccch
kan lo ga pernah tidur malem
lo paling gabisa tidur malem
jam 10 juga udah di alam mimpiiii
skrg udah jam 11 berarti harusnya sih udah di..sosial mimpi
KRIQ
kata dwiyugo kemaren ke gor yah
ko ga bilang sih
tau gitu gue susulin deh haha lebay ga
lebay
emang
DIH NIH FRONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNTal banget postingannya!
janji di delete entar yach kalo udah buka lagi hahaha
eh lanjut ah
tau ga lo
lo udah bikin perubahan dalem hidup gue cie gak
gak sih lebay tau gak gue
gue cuma pengen keep you
keep
you
gue mau lo safe
gue mau lo bahagia
udah ko itu doang hahaha gajelas ya
sedih nih sebenernya
cintaku bukan cinta biasa
gue sama ami hebat lohhh
ya kan mi hehehehe
tanya aja sama dia
duh gue kangen banget sama loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
kangen banget

It just feels so weird.

hey! selamat lebaran. kalo biasanya lo lebaran dan bawanya kue, untuk kali ini, gue bawanya kisah gue (WTF). ada beberapa hal:

1. ternyata, air jeruk lemon bisa buat pencegah flu
jadi ceritanya gini, pas waktu itu gue bersin2 gak berhenti, garagara mandi pake air dingin gitu deyh, soalnya ya gue emang orangnya agak oke gitu jadi susah deh pake air dingin (wtf) ya jadi gitu deh yah intinya terus kan bersin2 abis itu gue abis motong jeruk lemon itu, terus kan abis bersin rasanya pengen srooooot srooooot in idung aja terus kan, terus gue lupa kalo gue ga bawa tisu jadi gue garuk2 idung gue gitu pake tangan-bekas-jeruk-lemon. ALHASIL? idung gue (dalemnya) rasanya puanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas buangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet tau gak sih panas abis lo pake healer gitu loh ngarang abis healer, apa ya vicks gitu deh mirip2 tapi lebih parah dan lebih pedessss! terus tapi panasnya gak lama paling 15 menitan terus ilang panasnya dan TRING! gue gak bersin bersin lagi which is gue gajadi pilek. yeay

2. trackball gue adalah topik terbangsat abad ini
yaps, pertamanya sih gue cukup marah2in di ditwitter, tp sekarang gue udah musuhin dia, dia juga bener2 gak mau kebawah, yaudah gue juga bodo amat. gini, gue udah ke ratuplaza, terus kata mas mas INC! itu... kirakira begini percakapannya:

gue: mas treqbol jave plis?
masmas: treqbol jave? sini saya liat barangnya (sok tau) ga deng mas canda
gue: ga bisa kebawah mas,cpt ganti deh, brp harganya? (sok tau abis)
masmas: wah ini beli disni ya?
gue: yups
masmas: (ngebuka cover belakang) YAH ini mah msh garansi, bawa aja ke distributor
gue: jauh woy diroxy mls ah gue, ke billabong aja deh
masmas: ha ha galucu njinx
(oke.... gak gitu)
gue: yah mas emang disni ga bisa? jauh ah roxy lagian emang buka apa?
masmas: coba aja kesana dulu, beneran deh, ga berani ngotak ngatik, udah, percaya aja sama gua!
gue: (ragu ragu)
masmas: jangan ragu, kawan! roxy adalah pilihan yang terbaik. laff roxy olweys . x)

ya kira kira gitu dehhh. inti dari segala inti adalah, gue harus ganti treqbol ke roxy entar hari senin abis libur lebaran. fag.

3. im not doing moodhick thingy
yups ga seru nih gak ke solo ahhh sebel abis, padahal gue tiap tahun ke soloooooooooooooooo berangkat abis sholat ied baru ke solo terus nginep dulu di semarang atau engga pekalongan belanja batik dlu atau kalo disemarang belanjanya ikan bandeng atau lumpia baru bablas ke solo di solo asikkkkkkkkkkkkkk hotelnya juga lumayan bulenya banyak gitu kan terus bisa gaya gaya bisa ngeceng di antara orang orang solo terasa gue paling keren (HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PLIS). unfortunately................ gua kaga kesolo taun ini!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya allah semoga taun depan ke solo tp cm 1 jam gitu mksdnya ga naik mobil mls naik mobil macet seyeyyyh (songong)

4. bosan
aku ingin hijrah ke tumblr, atau ingin mempermak ini blog. kita lihat ya, apa yang akan terjadi hehehheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=)

Another bedtime storiesss

Assalamualaikum wr wb. (titlenya agak ga nyambung)
apakabar semuanya teman teman?
i just found this video, ok im not a huge fan of twilight series, but actually i cant wait till new moon comes!!!!



hmm i went shopping with my friends (ruth & rina) yesterdayy, we went to ambassador and i bought some. and i saw boots gitu tau gak sih boots yang banyak dipake sm orang lookbook HOHOHO. ada kan? nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh itu tp dijualnya kayaknya murah gitu, pengen beli sih, tapi setelah gue pikir pikir... mau kemana gue pake boots begituan.

terus gue beli macem macem sampe akhirnya ke destination terakhir. final destination: tempat dvd. IH SUMPAH YA, kalo lo semua emang kebiasa beli dvd di ratu plaza-yang-super-lengkap-dan-bisa-cuci-mata-banyak-bule-ganteng, dan lo mencoba untuk beli dvd di ambassador / itc kuningan, HIGHLY NOT RECOMMENDED BANGET!!! the reasons are:
1. mbak mbaknya sok tau
2. dvdnya enggak lengkap
3. gak ada bule bule (dikit)
4. tempatnya gelap (siang jadi terlihat malam, apakah malam terlihat siang (?)
itu aja sih reasonsnya.

phew. terus apa lagi yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa udah sih itu doang hohoho. terus gue ngeliat wedges2 gitu kan, ankle boots gitu banyaq disana. tapiy tapipitha, harganya bukan itc banget, gak suka deh. mending gue beli charles & keith sekalian!!! ada wedges bagus sih, tapi harganya 36$ (sok abis) 360.000 IDR, mahauuullll mending gue beli di Charles & keith kan wedgesnya cm 400ribu dapet cuy. atau gue beli di hotshots? setau gue murahhhh, cuma 30.000 paling dapet huhihihi (itu wedges kentanggggggggggggggggggggggggg) galucu ahhh pansi.

gue gak mudik lho, pada mudik gak? baru taun ini kayanya ga mudik hohoho. yaudah ya bye