For you i will.

Just so you know you are remote to my tv

You are gasoline to my car

You are chocolate to my bread

You are cheese to my mac

You are my umbrella if it's raining

You are my sunshine if it's sunny

You are my wind if it's windy

You are my life as I've never told you.

I love you :)

I've loved you and will always love you. Xx

Meet my baby....

THE MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINE!

the 2011 photograph

Nyawwwwwwww!!!!!

This is a band. An alternative-pop-rock-whatever it's called genre. This band is from Phoenix, Arizona, US of America. It has 5 members. But, i'll talk about them later. It doesn't matter,huh?!!! Ok go on.

Starting to be a die hard fan since 2010. Hahahah

When they were having their very first concert in Jakarta, Indonesia. They were brought by Java Musikindo. I had a friend named Ass3, she was into this thing juga, so we really nyambung and we ngomongin ini gak berenti, just like a labil teenager... i know

But do not look at the past,we have to still move on. Isnt that so right?

The members are....

Jared james monaco. The guitarist. His face somehow looks like my friend named Ageng Aset so everybody (and by everybody i mean me&nfd) is calling Ageng after Jared!

Patrick John Kirch. The drummer. He looks like a girl,doesnt he? I know i know... I dont have any defense though,coz i think the same way as you do.

Kennedy Brock. Another guitarist.

Garrett Daniel nickelsen!!! <3 he's banci tumblr, banci twitter, banci everything you could easily reach so i think i like him the most than the others!

JOHN CORNELIUS O'CALLAGHAN THE FIFTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no words necessary.

The end of little fan girl post. Im ashamed of myself just now. See you real soon.

oh! almost forget. my faaaaaaaaaaavorite song of the current album of theirs:

x,Lq

NAILS.

GREETINGS!

So, im making a confess here,

It's been few months since I applied nail polish while still doing Shalat.

And it means I gotta wear it every fucking day.

Yeay-me!

My family, such as, mom&dad strongly recommended me to remove this, because of their believes. And so does my bff! They even got mad because Im still doing it. But in the mean time, I just... believe in something new and it lets me free. Ok. Stop with this case.

Now Im in such big obsessed; i'm highly obsessed with nail polish!!!

I couldn't stop buying it.

Everytime I went to The Face Shop, or Revlon, I can't help but buy it!!!

Well, i know you must be thinking why the hell did I not buy O.P.I?

the first thing is,theyre expensive. way expensive. and the fact is, i went abroad this january, and was doing a little research about the prices. And turns out, Indonesia has the most expensive price for a nail polish!

Anyway, I bought some products from Elianto. They had the most stunning colour in my opinion, and the prices were tooooooo cheap I couldn't stand it.

I don't have any idea why im posting this but.. It's just my obsession at the moment.

Well,see ya.<3

Would you?

Sometimes,

I think a lot.

Thinking about how I should react to something

Thinking about how this is gonna bring me

Thinking about how bad that situation

And any other random thinking.

Sometimes,

I sing.

I sing a song that popped into my mind

I sing the shrieking of a heart

I sing my talking so it attracts people

Sometimes,

I write.

I write about school

I write what I want to be

I write name I want to be with

I write place I want to go to

I write random things like this

I write you.

Sometimes,

I overthink

Sometimes,

I am in a place I shouldn't be

Sometimes,

I need to run

Sometimes,

I need to go to the people i feeling good at

And I don't know why I write this

I need to go out

I need to burst

I need to scream way too loud

I need to cry

I need to smile

I need to laugh

I need to swim

I need to eat.

Would you?

:)

Aside of previous post,

i want to say.. thanks.

thanks Allah.

thanks for the beautiful moment in the beginning of a year.

thank you.

i cant stop thank.

this is so wild.

i miss john anyway

how hes goin?

gyeheheheheh.

i cant wait till my super-cita-cita-yang-seems-impossible-and-super-dull come true.

i do believe in dreams.

i do believe in myself.

i do believe.

anyway, i'll go abroad this week.

i can't wait to go.

i miss u,eric.

i miss u,john.

i miss u,jared

i miss u,pat

i miss u,garrett

i miss u,kennedy

i miss u,andrew

i miss u,justin

and.. i miss u,nick

I wonder...

This world is wild.

All you gotta do is just..... dream.

Make lists.

Keep your wishes somewhere deep inside your mind.

Forget that.

And.....

ta-da. It came true.

Dear Daddy,

All I want is this.

Please buy me one.

x,Liqua.

2 things in mind annoy me.

1. dream

if i dig it way deeper and deeper,it feels like it's way beyond far from me and it's kinda impossible to reach it. i know i dont do anything at all just yet but it seems familiar at the same time,i dont know what to do and feel though

2. guilty

i shouted and labeled myself as a big fan but ive never help them like i really help them? i didnt buy anything from them ive never gave them anything to eat for,i know it sounds lame but im feeling so guilty now,just checked the price on itunes and it costs of money though hahaha. all the albums, ive had 3 full length albums of them now,i downloaded it from torrent,and any free site. i know i should go buy it but i just cant you know? i dont have any cc or anything, and it takes like few months if im buying physical one. if you know what i mean..

gosh im terrible. i hope i read it some time in the future and i laugh because i'll nail it. i hope so. i really hope. so.

ciao

If the clock passes,tell me to sleep

Getting myself super duuwper lonely&alone because my BIS off, while I don't have any self activity, make me realized, how ridiculously I lazy I am. Make me realized, how many people really need me, make me realized, there's no such thing as 'forever'. I'm fucking 18, bitches. I can literally think who is my real buddy, and who's not.

I wasted 2 weeks, yeah, 2 weeks without STUDYING at all,while all my inten mates are getting way diligent, smarter, and blahblahblah.

If I could,I would skip this whole of process,I want to wake up in the morning,and having myself as mastered-degree,work at huge company in UK,have lots of money in poundsterling etcetcetc

Bye.

You make me...feel like i'm living a....

good morning.

went to upstairs,and took some photos.

and bedroom.

i went to adrie subono's house yday to bought ARTTM's ticket.

good..bye :)

If I should die before I wake...

hi.

i'm back